marila bergoyang bersama shaun T

ada masalah kegemokkan?

lemak tepu yang tak tau macam mane nak ilangkan?

bile tarik perot ada rasa nak amek gunting potong kasi kempis?

kalau ya!!

mari lah sudah tiba masanya kita transform!

jadikan senaman rutin harian

cintailah peluh agar hari-hari anda nak berpeluh

saya sahut cabaran diri saya sendiri.

i want to have better shape!

i want to be fit!

mr semangat and keazaman sila bersama saya selama 60 hari ok!!

oh abang Deris

Dear abang Deris,

Ayang sentap tau dengan abang Deris..

menci! menci!

dulu masa Ayang kerja di Selangor tak nak pulak Abang Deris sambut besday hari Ahad. tetiap tahun sambut besday Sabtu.sekarang ni bila Ayang keja kat Putrajaya Abang Deris saje je sambut besday hari Ahad kan?kan?

kejam tau abang Deris ni..

huhuhuhu..

stupid thing for love matter

when a gurl love someone

she merely can do anything for him

anything to make him realize she's there for him

like hang on to the voice call over Internet just to accompany him

like flying over thousand miles just to be with him for few hours

like always offer tiny help just to make sure he is okay

but then this little poor girl is not appreciated by this guy.. guy would normally will go for others girls who does not know any little thing bout him..

p/s - girls!!don't be too kind to a guy u interested with..hohoho

nur kamardhia

tengok dekat traffic live

ada je orang datang jenguk blog aku ni..hohoho

tapi kesian korang kan..

aku dah jarang update sekarang ni

almaklumla busy bin body..

i'll be away for one week to kedah..woohoooo

tak sabar nak enjoy and buat benda lain selain keja..

tapi....

tapi.....

sebelum dapat lari macam nak gila la kan buat itu ini..

tapi lagi...

tapi....

sempat tak nanti kat sana nk tgk Tentang Dhia?

hohohohoho

akhirnya dia bertunang juga :)

p/s- rimas lemas bila orang tanya "nisah bila lagi?" like helllllooooo ni kan majlis akak aku tunang cuba la tanya bila majlis kawen dia..tanya pasal aku nape? motip???

p/s/s- this is the first time i felt really annoyed with this question. before this still boleh layan lagi soalan-soalan macam ni..nampak nya aku dah mula rasakan stress disini..hahaha

ketandusan

kenapa kah?

bila ada masa untuk taip kat bog terus idea ilang

tapi bila enak korek2 idung..tengah sebok drive time tu boleh terpikir benda benda nk update dalam blog.

kesian saya..

camne ni...?

quote

 a heart broken gurls would easily falls into a man who can make her happy again.. - couldn't agree more :)

she is super duper hot....

she is FREAKING hot..

p/s- nampak kena start joget2 nari balik

vacation

saya nak holiday!!

kajang dah bosan

kl dah bosan

puchong pun dah bosan

saya nak bercuti..

percutian yang murah dan berbaloi baloi

F-R-I-D-A-Y

another lonely friday

sigh~

my bad

today was not a GREAT day for me

i was ACCIDENTLY hit a motorbike

BAD BAD BAD me!

but i'm not hit and run person..

i stop and help that guy..pakistani guy

bring him to the clinic and took his bike for repair.

actually it's all done by my father

when this thing happen he never scold me for being rackless driver

he take this matter so calm and settle what we need to do

he is really my saviour..i really want to say thanks and hug him..huhuhu

and i fell sorry for that pakistani guy eventho i know he pretending faint at first..my bad. my mistake and sorry. you're lucky enough coz i gave up driving Volvo..

sigh~!

malas dan bosan

saya malas..

mood kerja tiada..

di mana mood?

hari hari saya bangun rasa malas mau kerja

kenapa kah?

adalah sebab it's OCTOBER or adakah mengira hari untuk NOVEMBER?


and thinking about lot of plan make me tired and excited and nervous and on and on..

oh i REALLY need  photoshop installed in my pc (office pc)..but dunno why i hit an error.demmm!! menyesal uninstall hari tu..kunun tak mo kasi IT technician tengok la..sekarang padan muka aku..

bo-bo-bo-bo-san!!

ma-ma-ma-ma-las!!

what so ever..

i just don't give a damn

people might talk anything everything about me

i don't give a damn

say whatever you like be whatever you want to be

it's not you in my shoes

it's not you holding my future

time flying..whooosh

oh!!

sungguh cepat masa berlalu sudah october..

weeeeee~!!

me like!like!like!!

dah abes raya dah kan..tapi nak upload gmbar raya nanti..

stay tuned!

penderma organ diperlukan

there is one thing i want to share with my readers (gaya cakap macam diva)

i had attend an organ donation talk

actually i'm quite interested to donate any of my organ before this.

and through this talk it made me more realize that how important us to donate our organ

to help others

that the key

my thinking is simple

i just want to do because i want to help others

obviously i dont need any of my organs if i already dead

agama tidak menghalang bahkan hukum menderma organ adalah harus. fatwa telah dikeluarkan sejak dari tahun 1970 lagi..
memberi nyawa kepada orang lain amat bermakna daripada kita mati dengan begitu saja
at least by donating organ it's our last give to those needed.. a great gift i must say

daripada kita derma pada pengemis yang datang meja ke meja sama ada pura pura buta atau tidak lebih baik kita betul betul derma kepada yang memerlukan

takut?

yes, i do..tapi semua nya lepas kita meninggal..as our last jariah, our last amal ibadah.

so after this talk, i've decide to talk to my family about this

link to share regarding this issue

infosihat

fatwa

ada satu lagi link..tapi luper der..will update later..

oh monday blues

hello monday..

as always it's a sleepy day and monday blues

which is the blue lost to the red yesterday night (Eh? keluar topik sudah)

nothing much..

a lot of information need to digest now..gossiping
pss psss

lalalalalala

breaking news

OMG!!!

breaking news!!

akak saya nak kawen..!!

the engagement will be around october..

wallah!!

busy nye saya....

since saya nak spon mini pelamin dan mekap untuk akak saya tapi dia tak nak..dia kata nk buat mini pelamin sendiri di mana saya dengan sendiri nya melantik diri saya sendiri untuk buat mini pelamin tu tanpa persetujuan sapa sapa..saya pun sebok google keyword mini pelamin..

cadang nye macam ni la..

satu lagi OMG!! ada ke saya dilantik Official Photographer..saya kew??
nanti macam mane nak pakai kebaya tekangkang amek gambar?
tak vogue la i nanti..sobs sobs..

sekian breaking news

MOWBKFB

lepas raya ni banyak pulak besday rakan-rakan kat fb tu..

bila besday adalah rakan-rakan yang lain wish besday kat rakan yang besday tu

bila ramai pakat wish nanti kuarlah kat news feed kan?kan?

jadi aku yang baik ati (tapi tak wish) ni bace la..

terus terpikir..derang ni biar betul!!(marah ni) nak wish besday pun takkan la nak tulis

HB !!

ko giler???

apa ni..mungkin lah ikhlas tapi bukan pun hari hari ko pegi page dia komen komen gambar ke tulis kat wall dia ke sampai nk tulis short form je time besday dia..

kesian tul..

ada satu lagi

GBU!!

hek eleh..baik tak yah wish la..

nak panjang sikit

HB!! GBU!!

motip???

pikir pikir kan..

p/s-kalau korang terer teka la apa tajuk entri aku sebenarnya ni..hohoho
nnt dapat duit raya..lalalala

p/s/s- kalau ada kawan yang betul betul kawan aku tulis macam ni siap lah..

jodoh dan ajal

ya Allah ya tuhan ku

Kau permudahkanlah perjalannya

Kau temukanlah dia dengan jodoh yang baik

jodoh yang mampu memberi kan kesenangan

jodoh yang mampu membimbing nya

jodoh yang mampu membahagiakannya

jodoh yang melengkapkannya

ya Allah ya tuhan ku

hanya pada Mu aku memohon

hanya pada Mu aku meminta

ketemukan lah aku dengan 

jodoh yang mampu membimbingku 

ke jalan Mu

jodoh yang membawa ku dekat kepada Mu

sesungguhnya Kau yang maha mengetahui

Kau yang maha mengerti

aku bermohon pada Mu ya Allah

hanya pada Mu

time is up!

burrpp!!

excuse me..

wah!masa berpoya poya telah tamat!

the deal is on..so i need to move up my heavy butt to start on my new project

the deadline is so soon..so no more time to play..

wah busy nye aku minggu ni..

nak kejar deadline..nak raya lagi..

ah ah ah ah..

penulisan serius

kehidupan tak selalu nya indah..

apa yg kita nak apa yang kita berharap tak semestinya kita akan dapat.

kadang kadang kita memang dah aim satu benda..menanti dengan sabar benda tu menjadi hak milik kita tapi last last kita tak dapat..keciwa!sedih!marah!geram!morale down!rasa nak hempuk kepala kat dinding.

but realize the faith is not always with us :)

mungkin ada sebab nya benda tu tak menjadi milik kita

ada sebab nya Allah tak beri apa yang kita nak walaupun kita pikir kita layak untuk dapat kannya..

dah tertulis dari azali segala rezeki jodoh kita..

jika rezeki itu bukan milik kita..

jika jodoh itu bukan milik kita...

berusahalah sekuat mana pun ia tetap bukan milik kita..

tapi Allah janjikan setiap usaha pasti ada kejayaan cuma mungkin bukan dalam bentuk yang kita ingin kan :)

redha.. :)

sentap menyentap..

tetiba rasa nk tulis pasal perihal yang akan ditulis ni lepas baca citer gosip nabil nak kawen..

nabil nak kawen yo!!

bila orang tanya nabil akan jemput tak erma ex-girl fren dia yang cantik kebabow tu?

dia kata mestila akan jemput..sebab erma baik dengan mak dia..dan dia masih berkawan baik dengan erma..

tu jawapan kasi wartawan la kan..

tapi jawapan dalam hati mesti macam ni

"ko giler xnak jemput ex-gf??? op koss la jemput! nak tayang bini aku lagi lawa dari ko der..bini aku lagi smoking hot derr..ko mampu??"

opsss bulan baik kenalah berperangsangka baik kan..

kalau lah aku..aku kawen..op kosss ai jemput ex-bf ai..opsss

motip??

sama seperti jawapan dalam hati diatas tadi..bahahahahaha..

"ko giler xnak jemput ex-bf??? op koss la jemput! nak tayang laki aku lagi macho lagi ensem dari ko der..laki aku ada tangan ketak ketak keras derr..ko mampu??"

opsss..

kalau dia jemput aku lak??

op kosss aku datang sambil pakai spek itam..

motip???

motip nak tunjuk ray ban baru..ko mampu??

capek banget

saya PENAT

haus...nak minum

surrrpppppp

pesanan dari penjara sungai jelok

hey...

dah 14 hari berposa rupanya..

and terima kasih saya kena grounded terima kasih abah!! lain kali kurung la saya lagi..

saya rela..dan saya memberontak nanti..

tunggu je nanti..akan saya langgar arahan grounded tu..tunggguuuuuuu

oh esok bonus keluar..wah wah! semua dah excited beratur depan ATM sambil macam macam plan nk beli yer..

nk tukar sofa la nak tukar carpet la..nk tukar langsir la..nak tukar keta la..

amboi amboi..setengah bulan je yer..xyah hepi sangat k...think wisely spend as much as u need it..

kalau sofa dah patah haruslah tukar baru..kalau sofa setakat kotor kena susu anak basuh je sarung sofa tu k..

ohohoho cakap orang memang hebat aku ni..aku raya ke tak raya sama je..

takde beza dari tahun lepas :)


Selamat berbuka kepada yang berpuasa - dari saya di penjara sungai jelok. ko mampu?

cuti raya oi!

ok this is why i hate working with 90% of the colleague is malay..
well i'm not being racist or forgotten that i'm a malay too

but....

when come to raya leave we need to negotiate..boleh cuti 2 hari je lak tu..ceh!

"herries i take one week leave for raya"

seeee i dont need ask permission i just tell him..

now need to negotiate..ceh..bosan sungguh.. semua orang raya la kenapa kena nak standby kat opis?
tah pape kan..

oh how i miss my freedom to take leave..hahaha

rolling in the deep

hello

selamat berpuasa semua!!

happy!!

baru siapkan kerja yang tergendala beberapa minggu

phew~! finnally i manage to push my big butt to settle the work..

but more is coming.. kaching!! kaching!! bukan lah dapat good pay sangat..tp more to "i did it just bcoz programming is in my blood" ceh!! rasa nk muntah tak dengar statment ni?hahaha heeeep!! xleh muntah tebik posa kelak..hohoho..

rasa nya memang susah buat part time ni..tak tekejar kadang kadang..bontot berat nk ngadap kerja.hahaha but as long i enjoy it so just bear with it..kadang kadang sampai bawak keja part time kat opis..tapi tak dapat fokus sangat.. ada 2 benda nk fokus..last last 5% je dpt buat :D balik duk umah buatla sampai tengah malam..samp tak cukup tido..samp demam demam samp idung darah darah..

dasat tak??

hebat tak??

hahahahahaha..

mau gi dating! bye!

talk talk talk

i've be told that communication is important

so damn important!

by communicating people solve problem, people gain information

and i never being told by silence problem can be solve..never!

but i was being told "lebih baik berdiam dari berkata-kata kosong"

jadi mungkin lah aku harus diam..

silence please..this is library..

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ramadhan al mubarak

salam ramadhan al mubarak..

tak sangka kejap je rasa dah nak puasa :)

looking forward for this ramadhan..ada azam dan niat yang nak dilaksanakan..insya allah :)

looking for a good start in my life. trying to be better me.. menambah iman

and i think is a good month for something big for him too :) insya allah..

will be looking for spiritual class (bukan class ilmu sihir) and quran class..

i'm not looking forward for raya since nothing much left..pakcik and makcik just passed away..

a bit drama in our family which is not a good one :(

so this coming raya won't be same as before.

anyway...saya xdapat puasa 1st day puasa..di paksa buka puasa..bukan period yer..

salam ramadhan.. :)

BANGUN PAGI GOSOK GIGI

saya bosan..saya blur..

ketuk ketuk meja..

termenung..

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oleh kerana saya saket gigi tahap gaban. maka saya dengan senang hatinya lalalalala sambil jalan berpegangan tangan opsss.. lalalalalalala berjumpa doc gigi.
doc cek dan cakap sesuatu yang membuatkan saya rasa seperti kena hempap batu besar.

ouch!!

sedih akak!

kesimpulan mari kita gosok gigi sampai berus gigi patah..
sambil nyanyi lagu gosok kumpulan spider itu..ah ah ah ah

tengok buaya pun berus gigi memastikan senyuman yang menawan

walaupun gigi depan takde harus gosok juga yer..

gigi ku sakit

saya saket gigi..
takde mood nk update blog..
huhuhuhu...

BER-TAHAN!!!

from the lense

disappointment

What it's so hard just to show you appreciation to others effort?

They just try to ease you. They just try to comfort you but yet you disappoint them with ridiculous question 

"Why you were here?"

yummy!!

bulgogi

oblong!

diet katanya...

salad epal + black pepper hotdog

salad kentang + black pepper hotdog

oat~!

rojak burger.

korean food!!

legging

what is legging?

legging is a fitted pants normally use by girls.

according to Wikipedia Leggings are a type of fitted clothing covering the legs, which can be worn by both men and women.

so mean it can be wear by men. =D but we seldom see it right?

we normally see it being wore by girls. but actually legging is not a pants which is mean legging suppose not to wear as a pants..apa aku cakap ni? hahahaha.. maksudnya legging tu bukanla dijadikan seperti seluar untuk berjalan bersiar siar di shopping complex.

legging asal nya digunakan sebagai one of inner cloth to keep body warm.. that the original use of legging..but dunia semakin maju and legging as inner cloth to keep body warm is not rational in Malaysia right?


even though wearing legging for muslimah is a sin..but girls really looks good on it especially those who has skinny leg.hohohoho..sorry for being bias..girls look sexy and tempting in leggings :D

couldn't agree more

but.....when guys wear legging??

it's not easy to satisfied everyone

my schedule for last 3 weeks was full with all wedding invitation.

mimmie's wedding, cousin wedding and relative wedding..

this noon i had little argument with my sister.

we talk bout guest list for wedding..for my future wedding =D

dah dapat bunga pengantin haruslah lepas ni aku kawen.hahaha

so, i said the guest should be around 500 peoples only..100 for my friend (kunun aku ada kawan ramai samp 100 la.. :( ) and another 400 peoples is up to my parents who they want to invite.

my sis said it's impossible..it's not enough. my mom for sure will invite all her relative..ALL her relatives. even if they don't know my existence :(

then i ask my sis..what for i want to invite someone who don't know me. who not really knowing me on my big day. for me it's just enough my close relative and my close friends is there with me on my big day..then my sis said.. 400 guest list is not enough for my mom. if i still insist with 400 people then i should manage my wedding by myself..then i said ok..not a problem.

the point is, it's not easy to satisfied others..phew...

last week is my cousin's wedding. and today i heard people talked to my mom " awak dapat anak buah baru tak jemput kita pun" motip?? if people don't invite u so? why you should brag about it? we mush respect others guest list. we didn't know how much is their budget. if they are not inviting you so bear with it.. lainla kalau kau close enough dengan derang. ko tu pakcik pengantin tapi pengantin tak jemput ko. tu baru boleh emo ok..ataupun member baik ko sendiri kongsi bantal sesama dari kecik tetiba kawen tak jemput.itu memang patut emo.

so conclusion, memang susah nk senang kan hati semua orang..

ish tapi aku nak jugak tetamu aku 500 je..takkan 1000 sape nak bagi duit???

akak aku kata guna duit hantaran..tapi kalau suami aku taknak bagi duit hantaran camne? (sbb dia kata nk bagi cincin jew..ahaks!)

update - aku dah tanya mak aku. 500 tetamu cukup tak utk kenduri aku kawen.mak aku kata tak cukup.. orang satu taman ni je dah 500..melampau kan? bapak aku YB kajang kew??

hello!!

guess what?? I'm still at office..phew.. it is 7.08pm now..woohooo

who said government staff can go back sharp at 5pm?

ok nanti sambung..

kawen la lagi

wedding season comes again!!

bila cuti sekolah je semua berlumba nak kawen..

yesterday was my cousin's reception. so i went to my late auntie.

the house feel different. different faces there. malay will says "umah dah hilang seri" coz the "puan rumah" has been gone forever. T_T

ok bukan nak citer sedih kat sini..

nak cakap pas musim kawen ni mesti semua pakat pakat pregnant kan? pastu semua pakat2 beranak kan?

bulan 3 tahun depan penuh la hospital nanti..hehehe

love note #5

sometimes it is not worth it to arguing for tiny little thing that can effect a relationship

their eyes on me

it looks like i'm on target.

i'm not saying i don't like my job. and i'm not saying i love my job.

but I just keep in my mind that there is eyes watching on me. watching my performance and my capability.

i admit i'm too fresh and dont have any experience in this field.

But I'll try my best and I will prove I can do it and I can prove my capabilities.

doesn't matter what people thinking, doesn't matter if they have doubt on me. I'll show them what I can do.

fuuuh fuuuuh

kawan ku nikah lagi

mimmie melissa bt mohmad haiyon dah pun selamat nikah..

aku bile lagi? hahahaha

asal kawan aku kawen je mesti soalan ni muncul..apakah??

jangan khuatir sama seru aku akan kawen dan aku takkan jemput semua orang..eceh!

bersama gadis kesayangan

drump dram drum

yeay!! it's holidAAaaayyy!!!

tomorrow azlina will come, for mimmie's wedding!

excited! and the F U N will begin!

even though today bit hectic coz perlu bayar hutang pada bos. but tidak pedulik harus enjoy cuti ini.

hohohohoho merry xmas!

reminder

my friend used to tell me 

"A guy who really serious in a relationship, he will have no doubt meeting any of your family member at any time"

makan besar lagi.lemak pun bertambah lagi!yeay!!

ok..takmo cakap dah berapa lama tak hupdate blog.

sekarang tidak berapa busy so boleh berpoya poya kat sini sempana wesak day

wah!wesak day je kena update blog.hahaha..

i'm having fun with my wonder girl. seoul garden tempat rasmi makan besar kami!

daripada pukul 1 samp pkl 4 makan. malu i tau!

itupun ada angan angan nak makan untuk round yg ke-3 tapi i malu malu cakap takpela perot i dah sendat.

wah?sampai sendat uoll!!

selepas 2 round :D

 

de chef!

banduan terlepas

busy week! pengsan!

hello! this is HANISAH

I'm not available right now, kinda busy, damn busy.

so please leave you message after the beep.

beeeEEEeeeeeeEEeeeePp!

lazy saturday

i'm feel dizzy right now.. mild headache..

it's SATURDAY and i'm doing nothing except reading books, golek golek macam tenggiling and surfing the net. nothing interesting..(that was soooooo not me)

feel bored..it's a world record me stay at home for whole day..should we celebrate it?


i think i want to take some fresh air outside.. clear my mind from thing that make me stress and down.

together again!

ok i think i'm not supposed to brag about what in my mind now..

but all i can say soon i'll be doing my all time favorite thing again!!

oh how i miss it so much.

yeay me!! happy me!!

but still on discussion so nothing is confirm. just pray for it. insya - allah

ohSoRandom - boleh la pulak terus update blog sedangkan meja bersepah dengan paper :( dan kepala angol angol pening..not feeling well. i guess maybe i didn't eat well today.

love note #4

he's someone that make me cry for no reason

he's someone that make me feel like i want to yell in front of his face

he's someone that make me mad like dadjashgdbsyyfewxx

sometimes i feel annoyed with him

he always clinging around me. 24hours with me is just not enough for him :D

he extremely jealous if i were talked/sms/went out with other guy

but...

i know he's the one that love me the most

he's a guy who would do anything for me

he's a guy that will cry if i'm not around him

he's a guy that care most about me

he's a guy that obsessed with me

despite all the bad thing about him.. there is million reason to feat his weaknesses

we do fight every single day. but that make us grow and know each other well and that make our feeling become stronger

there is a quote "if you feel so much hate towards your partner just remember all the good day you two have together and remember all the good thing you love about them"

cream puff

it's weekend again.!!

how i've been waiting for this weekend

don't have any specific plan but it's weekend right? everyone waiting for weekend. day off from work  and school

so today i baked cream puff with custard cream.

I was accidentally bump to someone blog sharing all the great recipe so i found a cream puff recipe.

and yeay!! I made it and hannah and ammar like it.. =D

I did capture a picture but sorry too lazy to transfer to pc

here I share the link. There has a LooooooooooooooooooT of great recipe there..seriously.

warning! you might feel hungry when you browse that blog.hohoho

Great Recipe

this is life

Talk nicely to everyone

Mingle around

Put a smile to whoever come across to your view

 but trust NO ONE!

love fight!

saya bercinta dengan bergaduh!

there is a quote i heard from a movie "if I and my ex-wife arguing like you guys, we probably won't get divorce" normally this sentence come out after hero and heroin had a horrible fight..perang mulut derr..

so maksud nyee lagi hebat korang gaduh lagi hebat korang punyer cinta..gitewww..

tapi macam mane pulak kalau gaduh yang baling baling pinggan?

yang gaduh ketuk ketuk dashboard..hahahahaha..

atau yang gaduh kat shopping complex hentak hentak kaki pastu terus tergolek guling guling atas lantai? aiyoooo..

adakah itu menunjuk korang sangat cinta ? auwww

renung renung kan dan selamat beramal

hahahahahaha

pesanan penaja: bila bergaduh, kita hendaklah bergaduh dengan sepenuh hati. jangan tahan tahan. kalau berak kita tahan tahan nanti jadi sembelit pulak tak pun terkincit dalam seluar jadi kita harus lepaskan semua. lepaskan je tanpa rasa malu malu..hohoho..tapi tengok tempat la yerr..takkan kat gerai makan ko nak gaduh hempas hempas meja pulak? hohohoho


P/s - when u're on diet don't you ever skip your meal. i mean don't skip lunch / breakfast / dinner. it gonna make u double triple hungry than usual.. sampai korang akan terus terbayang nasi minyak bila orang bercerita pasal kenduri kawen. pastu terus terbayang ketam goreng cili yang korang (aku) makan time kat Pangkor bile nampak perkataan KETAM MASAK KARI..baru nampak perkataan belum nampak gambar lagi..aiyooo..

L-O-V-E

love is hurt..

but still people dying to find love.

still people hoping to find their true love.

i'm not a perfect person to tell what love is..

love is something subjective. different people might have different perspective of love.

so feel it and love in your own way. :)

i found my own edward cullen..similiar except he don't listen to classic song and no superpower :)

love till eternal

SI POYOSSS!

NAH TERIMALA MUKA POYO TAK HENGAT DUNIA...

HOHOHOHOHO.

calories uolls!...

now i wonder

how much calories for a potato?

i mean just a potato not mashed potato.

and how much calories for fried maggi with Ayamas hotdog?

rasa bersalah la konon makan maggi goreng letak hotdog banyak banyak?

hahahaha..

anyhow i'm thinking to give my stomach more variety than coco crunch and milk..

i'm thinking of salad add some crab stick or hotdog..hotdog lagi! but this time i'll boiled =D so less cholesterol isn't it? and some tartar sauce.. and now wonder how much calories for mayonnaise? fuuuuhh

OMG!!!! this coming sunday i have family lunch treat.. ok ok this is biggest challenge for me. biasala kalau orang belanja je mesti buruk lantak kan.huuhuhuhu... I'LL TRY TO BEHAVE when ordering my meal =D

p/s- mula terasa bosan tgk blog ni xde gambar..malas nak upload dderrr...

i want it with you

before i take thousand step forward and leave you behind

hold me, grab my hand lets moving forward together.

with you and new thing and me we are happy family =)

on diet!

diet program start today!

since my networking skills is low so I still don't have lunch colleague, so I decided to bring my own meal.

A healthy one. hohoho a pack of coco-crunch. Dutch Lady low fat milk (auww..) and Jacob crackers if I still feel hungry.

sangat sehat bukan..auww

Let see how long I can survive.

Dare me for this challenge.hahahaha...

it's a random post

happy saturday everyone =)

it a bright sunny day. so what's your plan? me maybe rest at home this morning and probably will go out after lunch =)

(eceh poyo, rasa artis la tanya tnya plan orang..hahaha)

actually i dont have any idea or thought what i want to write here. so it's a random post.

"I can't even imagine how I want to survive in my new working environment"

"I just noticed I have magnificent view from my window!! should open my blind from now =D, I did took photo but it's not a nice photo, will upload soon."

"It's like i'm wearing another me when I'm off to work"

I warned you it's a random post..but talking bout work.. bahahahaha...

hari pertama

i already start my work.

already placed in a department. human resources yo! hahaha

bosan bukan? sila la gelak kan saya.

masih mampu berpoya poya sebab takde keja nak di buat. tak tahu unit mana di tempatkan.

nama orang orang kat sini pun belum hapal..

and and first time ever saya punch kad. HAHAHAHAHAHA..

naseb ada pengalaman tengok orang punch kad. kalau tak malu ler saya terbangak bangak depan mesin punch kad tu. hohohohoho..

saya macam ikan dalam akuarium semua orang boleh tengok saya dari luar. oh ye saya ada bilik sendiri..

yerla tau..korang mesti cakap aku jakun. memang la jakun aku mane pernah ada bilik sendiri!

duduk ramai2 lagi best sebenarnya..cume tak dapatla nak kentot kuat kalau duduk kat partition tu. tak dapat la tengok muvie =D

sebab takde keja so saya tengok muvie ler..naseb baik bawak harddisk fuh kalau tak mati kekeringan ler..

I'm the DUMBEST person because I don't know what the hell is going on,

i just did not know what is my fault

i just did not know that i hurt your pride

i just did not know u're hiding pain behind me

how would i know if no word came out from your mouth.

how would i know?

I'm not a physic

I'm sorry for the thing I did not know..

I'm sorry for my stupidness because I dont know

I'm sorry for my carelessness because I'm not alert

I'm sorry because I know nothing.

Just put the blame on me if that make u feels better

I believe I deserve that

Laksa sarawak made from Kajang

sekarang saya nak bagitau saya dah pandai buat laksa sarawak! yeay me!!

lepas ni tak perlu lagi pergi ke serawak untuk makan laksa serawak.

eh?camne nk eja serawak ni..sarawak ke serawak?

so last weekend i make laksa for my bestie..tapi masin sikit..hoho orang kata kalau masak masin tu tandanya nak kawen. nak kawen kah aku? =D

indah bukan?

 

sangat indah!

sila jeles dengan saya

hello hello

nothing much to say here. =)

takde gosip gosip dan cerita terbaru.

masih lagi diberi kesempatan untuk berpoya poya..ah ah..

=D

stranded and i'm all alone :(

I had hard time now.

well, who doesn't?

they all sangat manja and lembab and do they think I LOVE to waiting?

do they think I LOVE to waste my time my energy by waiting?

and it's feel so DAMN good, they left me alone. TT_TT

nangis air mata darah!

and this doesn't change my mentality over them.

and I was thinking WHY I'm HERE???!!

abaikan..

hungry! and i'm a bit emotional now. PMS (pre-menstrual syndrome) maybe..

I feel hate to my niece and nephew and today I keep scolding them. and my patient level extremely low for today. for just tiny little thing i will scold them.

and I craving for satey quite for a long time.. and seriously i want it soooooooooooo bad..and it really hurt me when i planned to grab the satey but my plan is ruin. i know i know too much emotion..

i want my satey tonight!! no matter what!

brand NEW

hola..

saya kebosanan..sedang melepak di library dan hampir mati kesejukan :D

saya dah beralih angin lagi. tukar keja der!

what else i can say..i expect nothing from this brand NEW job.hohoho..

see if anything i can do here. i was located under prime minister office and still waiting for department replacement. only tomorrow they let me know.

since today nothing i can do. just sitting in library n doing nothing. no interesting books i can grab. so i decide bring my laptop (not my laptop my ex-boss's laptop) today and finish up my undone business with my previous company. :D

ok my laptop's battery only left 22mins. no power plug here in library.kedekut kan...it's almost lunch time. i'll go back home after this since no one monitor us!.hahahahaha (evil laugh)

perempuan materialistik yang reasonable

saya mencari lelaki kaya yang memiliki bmw 3series yg sporty tu (correct me if i'm wrong)

duit kepok kepok yang boleh belikan saya desktop mac 42inch tu

yang boleh belikan saya 10biji ipad2 sekarang jugak.

yang mampu belanja tiket saya pergi melancong ke korea.

yer memang lelaki macam tu la yang saya impikan selama ini..

ko takde semua tu? xmampu? so back off..

kalau yang aku tulis kat atas tu anggapan kamu kamu kamu kat aku..

ternyata SALAH! kami perempuan, aku bercakap bagi pihak perempuan bukan semua materialistik ok..

memang ada golongan tu. tapi aku bukan macam tu. kawan kawan aku kenal pun bukan macam tu.

materialistik kami reasonable. kalau ko langsung tak mampu nk bagi makan nasi berlauk ikan terubuk masin kat kami. itu memang harus kami pikir berkali kali.

aku tak tahu apa perempuan lain ingin kan dari laki laki idaman mereka. tapi bagi aku. cukup ko mampu jaga aku. bagi aku makan. sayang aku sangat sangat. itu je..

there is an english quote "if u can't handle the worst of me u don't deserve the best from me"

dan aku sedar aku bukan berukuran 36-24-36 (idaman setiap lelaki) aku tidak hot aku tidak bermekap tebal.. tidak bermata galak. tidak punya pinggang ramping bontot tonggek dan dada gebu mantap untuk di tayang dengan tujuan pikat lelaki yg memandu BMW. perot aku buncit (statement berani mati)..baju aku tak up-to-date.kadang2 kidnap baju tina. aku hanya pakai lip balm.takde MAC atau LANCOME atau REVLON dalam beg aku.aku tak ber-high heel sebab aku punya ketinggian yang cukup.

JADI AKU SEDAR AKU TAK LAYAK UNTUK PERGI MENGORAT LELAKI BERKERETA BMW ITU.

kalau memang jodoh aku dengan laki tu..itu nama dia REZEKI dan JODOH bukan aku materialistik mencari lelaki stabil kaya raya.

demam uolss

i demam hari ni

pikir pikir sampai demam uolss!!

duduk umah pun bukan boleh rehat sangat. i ada anak 3 ni..pening mak nak layan. T_T

baru nk bergolek dugong akak i anta baby untuk di pelok pelok dan digomol.

but at least bila jumpe doc, doc cakap i demam..yeay! jadi bukan i sengaja buat buat demam hokey..

tekak i merah patut i rasa kelat je. mujur ada tomyam. nyum nyum.

okla..moving on

i almost get the answer

but...but... still not yet confirm..

hahahaha..

by tomorrow i should come out with the answer.phew~!

p/s- cukup geli?eeuwww hahahaha

it is all coming back to me

going or stay

it's me to decide. The decision is mine..

No one will did.

Anyhow, i appreciate all advises ^_^

when i'm very clear on what I want, what I wish then nothing can stop me.

It's not me who will let it go easily without trying

I'll try to make my dream comes true..

until I really can't

until I giving up

then only I stop trying......

sampul surat putih yang besar.bergaya sungguh!

hari sabtu yang indah di habis kan dengan melepak di rumah..

macam nak demam ni.huhuhu T_T mata pun dah berangat..tekak pun macam dah pahit pahit manja..

keja tak siap sebab buntu tambah lagi takde mood langsung nak buat.

tekanan perasaan lagi :(

sampul surat putih yang isi kandungan dia menggangu fokus!

elok je umi / abah or whoever dalam umah ni letak sampul surat tu depan pintu bilik. semalam balik malam aku jenguk dapur, terus naik atas terus tido tak tengok ada surat untuk aku. T_T

umi /  abah or whoever yang letak surat tu mesti excited sangat nak tau isi kandungan surat tu. derang dah dapat teka apa isi dia pun..pagi pagi pas subuh terus abah tanya T.T

time aku turun bawah bfast. bile naik tengok umi dah belek kuar kan segala isi kejadah dalam sampul tu. aku dah bukak dulu la..

tahun depan la pikir boleh tak? hahahahahaha..

nak buat projek besar.bye!

love note 3

Sarawak laksa with love :D 

workholic #1

kalau tengah tengah malam ni aku menjerit kuat kuat ada tak orang datang tampar aku?

TT_TT

serius rasa nak nanges nak jerit kuat kuat

tampar diri sendiri laju laju. this is what I want. this decision was made by me. I choose this. no matter what I will NEVER regret it. I know I can do it. just it's been too hard lately.. pressure! stress!!

and things that not related trying to interfere merosakkan fokus. haish! ketepi semua sekarang masa untuk aku berjuang bersungguh sungguh menewas kan ulat ulat pengacau!

random : and I give up forever to touch you, you are the closest to heaven I'll never be. I just don't want to miss you tonight. and I don't want the world to see me tonight coz I don't think they understand.


randomness : i'm bleeding just to make sure that I'm alive T_T

isolate

seriously i'm in BIG trouble..

huhuhuhu..

feel like dont want to talk to others..

want to isolate myself from outsider from now.

seriously!

sesak nafas derr

saya malas
sangat malas..
saya sedang buat kerja
rasa seperti nak nangis sebab tak tahu buat
tnya pakcik google pun xde jawapan yang dapat membantu.
rasa dah nak giveup.
time line dah makin nazak
aku makin semput.
T_T

oh random sungguh

saya sedang batuk batuk dan sedikit selesema di tambah sedikit demam ngade ngade :D

harap esok bertambah baik sebab perjalanan jauh ke Terengganu menanti.. ^_^

baru pulang ngedate dengan my precious gurls :D

walaupun mata segan nak bukak dah.. tapi sedang buat kerja ni.huhuhu

finding untuk hari ni:

saya ni garang rupa nya T_T

okla nnt saya masukkan dalam azam tahun ini..supaya menjadi lebih penyabar. tak mo marah marah orang suka suki je T_T

saya harap saya berusaha keras untuk tahun ini dan mendapat hadiah yang di idam kan awal tahun depan. ke KOREA!! kerja kuat!!! F I G H T I N G!!

ok nak sambung keja.bye!

najib anta email??

hey!!!! dari mana Najib dapat alamat email I ???

malu la I macam ni kalau orang tau Najib email I..

Ini bukan Najib tipu tipu ni..Najib perdana menteri uolll!!

nama glemer BIJAN tu..eh!opppssss...hehehe

macam mane dia dapat email aku ni?????!!

the apples of my eyes

They are the apple of my eyes..

tak tak derang bukan la epal yang boleh makan tu

epal merah manis epal ijau masam tapi sedap.

tapi kenapa ek omputih sebut "apples of my eyes"

adakah kerana mereka ini kelihatan sedap macam buah epal?

atau pencipta ayat tu penggemar epal sehingga nampak muka orang yang dia sayang pun macam epal.giteww~!

macam epal ke muka saya??

adakah sama macam epal ijau yang masam tu?

here they are, the apples of my eyes..
balik keja mereka yang akan aku carik dulu..bergumpal gomol gomol dulu..
tak dapat gomol baby, sebab balik malam tak elok gomol baby. jadi terpaksa picit picit kakak dengan abang dia dulu..
lepas mandi baru carik baby gomol gomol sampai dia nangis..bole?

P/s-tak perlu susah susah aku beranak..dah ada 3 anak dah aku.hahahahaha..

lazy sunday

dah 20min menerenung kosong kat screen ni.
dah takde idea nak membebel.
macam ada benda nk bebel kan tapi mood tu tak sampai lagi..eceh gedik kan..

It's sunday. raining!!

jom sambung tido..

 

p/s- tunggu pasni nak update pasal perkara per-tunang lak.. :D

i had a dream

angan angan itu indah

dari angan-angan ia bertukar menjadi satu impian

suatu mimpi yang ingin di gapai

mimpi indah tidak selalu nya di kecepi

menggapai mimpi 

menggapai cita cita

menggapai angan angan

bisakah aku mengenggam mimpi itu?

bisakah aku berhadapan segala nya

demi mencapai mimpi itu?

demi menggapai impian itu?

gentar kah aku untuk jatuh dalam usaha menggapai mimpi

tangkas kah aku demi memastikn mimpi itu dimiliki

bertahan kah aku andai mimpi itu jatuh berkecai

hancur kah hati?

hancurkah perasaan?

musnah kah cita cita?

love note 2

There is no word, no sound except radio sound

He hold my hand firmly

and I look at him, I smile

no word but i can feel him

the only thing we heard is this song :)

fasha sendat dah single!!

hello!

Fasha sendat dah broke up dengan jejai, bekas suami nya Nora Danish

sebab apa? sebab jejai tengah gila kan kat aku.boley camtu? hahahaha

okok cukup cukup ini bukan blog gosip..

saya hanya (apa kejap saya kejap aku ni) nak cakap i'm in luv with my job :D

yer di saat semua kawan kawan saya menolak untuk menjadi programmer saya pula macam nak gila nak jadi programmer. belajar sungguh sungguh untuk subjek programming :D sebab itu en azizian sayang eceh! sebelum korang tanya banyak. en azizian tu lecturer faveret ajar programming time kat sh alam dulu :D .

kenapa?kenapa suka sangat programming ni?

yer adik adik hanya no 1 dan 0 saje komputer kenal.

entah, rasa macam best. taip taip coding yang macam ulat tu just untuk kuar kan ayat Hello World. rasa awesome! hahaha.. rasa macam satu kepuasan dapat buat satu system. tambah tambah bila coding tu sentiasa ada error. rasa macam sedang bertarung dalam citer star wars. dan perasaan hepi yang susah nak digambarkan apabila dapat tewaskan musuh. gitew ler.. dan through programming kadang memang aku akan hanyut lupa sekeliling. ini di namakan fokus. tetiba dah eh!dah pukul 7 malam. eh! dah pukul 2 pagi..esok keja! sumthing that block me from outside. it's just me and mr coding and i'm luving it :)

and op koss aku takkan buat coding sampai ke tua..huhuhuhu.. tendency programmer pompuan untuk dapat anak kurang sikit..eh?apa ni..tp it's a fact. kami programmer yang sentiasa berdepan pc dan stress menaip ulat ulat dan berdepan dengan error. hahahahaha.. pendek citer target aku adalah solution architect. insya allah 10 tahun dari sekarang.. jadi aku kena tunjuk rajin sekarang..nk buat keja bye!

fesbuk oh fesbuk

Siapa itu Taufiq Anuar?

saya tak kenal pun..ko kenal? kalau kenal tolong bagitau aku siapa dia.

sebab aku dapat message dari dia..kat fesbuk. dengan isi message 'salam perkenalan'

so aku pun terus click profile Taufiq Anuar and it's not a suprise di mana kami takde pun mutual friend. yang ada persamaan hanya kami meminati Yuna. and paling menarik this guy is in a relationship.. hohohoho..dah ada gf maseh nak kenal kenal pompuan lain ke?

there is a quote said "single people flirting coz they are ready to mingle and free to do so, for in a relationship people they are flirting coz they feel empty and loneliness" kamu kesepian ke? gf kamu kurang bagi kasih sayang ek? ish ish ish kesian...

frankly speaking i have merely 400 friends in facebook but in reality i dun think i really have that number of friends. from 400 only 40-50 people are online in fb chat. where is the rest?? it mean only that range of number active playing fb. and that kind of number normally during office hour..aha!boleh buat fb statistic dah..thinking to filter out some unknown faces. tapi sebab kan terlalu ramai terus jadi malas. hehehe..

motip entry ni nak bagitau dah ada gf tak yah la sebok nak kenal kenal lagi..jaga gf sendiri elok elok jangan sampai orang lain amek..buaya bersepah sekarang ni.ko baik mane sekali pun tp kalau tak layan gf ko lambat laun dia lari jugak.hahaha..

adios!

Likas Condo

ok, as promise i'll share pictures of my super comfy apartment we stay during our last visit to Sabah-bah.
It situated in Likas as it named as Likas Condo.
I believe it is an apartment before. Maybe tak laku, owner lain amek then jadikan condo tumpangan :)
It's around 30-40min walking from KK town. if driving, approximately around 10min. It's more convenient if you have your own transport.

p/s sangat selesa bukan. we manage to get our own bed and towel. :D

p/s apa rajen sangat update 2 kali sehari. ini menunjukkan aku bergolek di rumah. simpan tenaga untuk kerja keras esok.prufff!