vacation

my sis just got back from jakarta.
u huv no idea how much she spend there. but I guess it normal..
but it make me feel like "I want to go there"
obviously it is a heaven destination for shop-a-holic
I not say i'm in the category of shop-a-holic (opss do i??)
but hey..if u can buy stuff more more more cheaper there so y not become a shop-a-holic once a year..hahaha...save your money for whole year then finish it there..

felt like want to go there with my fellow frens but...........

monday blues....

hari yg paling malas setiap minggu..
tp aku xde malas sngt ari ni..cume letih
mcm xcukup rehat padahal weekend aku cume lepak umah jek..hehehe..
rasa rasa aku perlu pegi spa utk body massage sbb tengkuk aku saket.kalo ada org urut mmg best..pengakuan satu lagi aku inginkan hand beg.so sape2 yg rasa nak bagi aku hadiah silala belikan aku handbag yg cantek.hahahahahaha...oh ya baju itam putih utk wedding cousin aku blm beli..ajak mak aku g nilai,tp dia asek saket kaki jek.mula ingat nk beli kain nk tempah jek tp rasa mcm xsempat nk siap.so mayb beli baju siap tapi entah bile nk beli..pakai kameja putih dgn suar itam je bole tak g kenduri kawen nnt, sambil jalan2 bwk bakul telur.hehehe

adoi belakang aku saket.camne ni...??

empty soul..

he finally gone..
for the past two days I spent all the time with him..
lucky me coz my sister is out of coverage so who care if I go back home late..hahaha
huving fun at sunway lagoon..then watch midnite muvie..this is my first time I sleep in the muvie hall..hahaha.celebrate our 6th anniversary at seoul garden n pink panther.but today is the hardest time for us.I was promise to my self I dun want to cry in front of him.but the feeling make my eyes full of tears in front of departure gate.I thought I was ok watching him go.but I was wrong the tears keep fall n I try very hard not to be so emo at that time.so sorry I don let you hold my hand.n so sorry coz I dun talk much except yes n smile.n so sorry coz I refuse to take picture together.I really dunno wut to say or mayb I just to bz to hold my tears from fall again..I keep remind him this is his choice n I will stand next to him no matter wut.

who gonna watch muvie with me?
who gonna huving dinner with me?
who gonna fight with me?
I just want him to be here..close to me.but I cannot be so selfish.
I know one day I will see him again..but when??

Oh tears just go away...

6 years..

6 years already!!
happy happy happy happy me!!
yet i huv no idea for the suprise..
and no idea wut gonna to do today.
yet i still scratching my head for my work...

confuse lagi..

aku tak tahu nk pilih mane...
bile apa yg aku idam kan dah ada depan mata..
aku jadi confuse yg mane satu pilihan yg tepat utk aku..
satu kat kuchai lama
satu kat kajang...(sngt dkt dgn umah)

aaa..tolong aku..esok nk kena bg jawapn..tp aku sendiri takde jawapan dia..camne ni..aku mmg susah nk ckp tak nak..rasa bersalah nye....sebenarnya ada 3 pilihan..tp mungkin yg kat KJ tu aku tolak sbb opis dia tak cantek..hahahaha

finally..

i never thought it will happen so sudden.
i do realize u are gonna to leave soon but not as soon as possible..
without u my wing will be brake.
without u my soul will be gone
without u my heart will go on..
without u i still can breath and live life to the max!!
without u i will missing u from here..

you n me is EVIL

please la...no need to pretend to be kind to me...no need to show that u care only after 7 month..
i know u well..all the crap u talk n all the acting u act.please dun let me see ur "fake" innocent face.
when the time come..i will proudly say bye bye to you.no need begging me to stay.no need threaten me to hold my salary.and dun forget i the only one handle ur "DOMINO" wut if i crash it.or replace it with other thing??sound interesting.. oh yes..u can make another story bout me..the bad me to new people there n to others like u did to "them". i dun care at all...and u can still give me lame excuses coz u also realize i know u just lie to me.not just me..to all people..for innocent they will trust u, give u a chance, and work like slave for ur own benefits.for others who smart a little bit they dun need me to tell the EVIL side of you..they can think..they have brain that working perfectly..

i said nuthing

sumone is playing with my PATIENT

silence doesn't mean I'm scared
silence doesn't mean I'm weak
silence doesn't mean I'm easy
silence doesn't mean I did nuthing