it's yOur day!!

hEpi besTday to my deaRest AmmaR sHah...
Hepi 2nd biRthday..
muaaaaaaaaaaah!!

vrOom vRoOm

pagi ni...lepas sahur n subuh..
aku pun mnyambung tido yg kena ganggu...
aku mimpi best...
ada mamat ensem membawa motor besar dlm mimpi tu..
hahahaha....aku minat dgn abng tu..
pakcik makcik mak aku sume ade dlm mimpi aku tu...
tp aku cume minat diam2 je kat abng motor besar ni..
maklumla aku kan pemalu....ahaks..
abng ni duk umah bwh umah aku...
so xdela aku nk tegur2 buat muka xtahu malu kan..
just tgk dr jauh je la..
ade skali tu abng ni g jalan...
jalan jauh kot..dia pun jalan g kat motor dia..motor dia park agak jauh dr umah dia..
dr tmpt park motor dia, dia bg bahasa isyarat kat mak dia..
tertinggal barang..
tah mcm mane tmpt park motor dia tu bole jadi kawasan sekolah n aku tgk dia tgh bagi ucapan kat bebudak sekolah..ahahahha..merepek btl..cikgu ke dia??
terus aku pasang angan2 nk jd cikgu jugak..oleh krana dia ade tertinggal barang n kebetulan aku tgh duduk kat tangga umah aku..mak dia pun mintak tolong aku anta kan brng utk dia..
uuuuu peluang keemasan ..takkan ku lepaskan..
aku pun berlari2 la g kat dia..
abang abang...aku panggil dia..eceh..time tu dia kat atas stage la..kan tgh bg ucapan nie..
pastu dia turun..ni brng abang tertinggal...aku pun past la barang kat dia..
terus aku blah...
malu la katakan..aku rasa aku blushing kot time tu..pastu dia bg la sovenier kat aku..
cermin cover helmet dia..hahahahaha..
2 keping..warna kuning dgn warna ita..aku suke giler..balik aku tnyang kat akak aku...
hahahahaha...pastu aku terjaga...

ni la rupe abng motor besar tu..
jeng jeng jeng...

air ikan busuk!!

2 days to go before raya (minus today)..

so pagi ni dgn rasa rajen nye aku bgn pepagi utk buat kuih raya..
belek2 la buku resipi mak aku tu..carik kuih2 yg mnarik utk dibuat..
tp dlm tu smua nye gune nestum/badam/kacang..
aku ni pulak xsuke sume2 tu..so aku pun tgk tenet..
jumpe la satu kuih coklat ni..tp still gune badam gak..
mmg trend dah kot..tp sbb kan coklat aku pun decide nk buat kuih tu...
so aku pun siap2 kan bahan2 yg nk digunakan dan mula la aku membuat kuih...
dah siap sume cume tinggal nk bakar la ni..
ikut resipi tu kena letak dlm peti ais slama 30min dulu...
utk tidak mensiakn 30 min tu aku dgn rajen nya tolong mak aku buat serunding ikan..
bukan tolong buat seruding tolong rebus cili basuh pinggan jek...
oleh kerana aku ni terlampau rajen...aku angkut skali periuk mak aku rebus ikan tu..
nak buat serunding ikan kenala rebus ikan dulu..ikan tu aku dah angkatla..asingkan...
aku angkut periuk tu (nak basuhla konon..kan tgh rajen ni) buang air rebusan ikan tu then basuh periuk ikan tu..
siap smua aku pun lari naik bilik aku..tgk2 tenet jap..
tba2 aku dngr mak aku jerit2 panggil aku..

nisah buang air rebus ikan tu ke???
aah
aaaaaaaaaaa....

mak aku punyer ngamukla dgn aku sbb buang air ikan dia..
hehehe...rupenye dia nk gune air ikan tu utk buat serunding..barula sedap..
ni aku dah buang..mmg ngamuk sakan mak aku..aku xbrani turun..dngr je dia ngamuk2 dr atas...
kalo aku turun sure telinga aku berasap..hahahahaha...

moral of da story time org tgh masak tu rajen2la tgk2 dapur tu...tgk org masak..
hahahaha...barula tau...

yep i admit..aku mmg xpandai masak2 ni..skadar telur sambal tu lepas la kan..kakak2 aku mmg terer masak..aku je tak penah nk blaja masak..aku kata blm samp seru ..hahaha
tp aku pandai buat kuih+pudin+kek..sbb aku suke makan..hahahahaha...takdela terer pun tp bolela..menjadila..nk rasa kuih aku buat dtgle rumah..ahaks..

he's gone

i'm suppOsed felt happy fOr him...
he's gOing back to his hOmetown..meeTing his family that he miss the most
then why should i feel sad about that??
last nite while talking to phone with him suddenly i cried..
huhuhu kememeh btl la..
dunno why but i feel sad n suddenly my tears come out tanpa segan silu..
or maybe i feel abandon...

mother n daughter conversation while gotong royong buat kuih raya

mom : ala...nnt bile mock tu dah keja dia jumpe pompuan lagi cantek lagi xkan nk kat nisah lagi

me : mcm aku xcantek jek(dlm hati je ni)

mom : nisah tu pun same..nnt kalo keja jumpe lagi hensem takkan nk kat mock tu..skrg ni ye la..tempat keja sume cine..nnt jumpe hensem2 nnt...

me : yea yea mmg penah buat dulu (dlm hati jugak ni)

yes i huv to admit it...i've done something really really cruel to him...i'm seriusly stupid at dat time...but finally i reliaze dat i luv mock much much much more. thanks to sumone dat make me realize dat.thnks a lot!! i owe you..n for now i dun want to hurt him anymore.not dis time..wutever past is past..let it be..people make mistake..if we are not meant together i dun want to be the reason..please we suffer enugh..

"they dun know how long it take for us to reach this stage
everytime we say gudbye we still hope another chance"

this qoute fit us

haRi ini kau dtG riaNg

being so free with anything to do at office make me sinking all the guilt i've done to HER..
gosh..actually i've sumthing need to be done..
but those feeling keep come across my mind..
make me feel down n felt like i'm a most evil person in da wOrLd..

LaLaLaLa...i'll be off for one week for raya..

mintak mak kuih sepotong saya mau makan kerna perut kosong

oh btw he's gOne to saRawak tOday...
huhuhu...sob sob.

dam dam dum bunyi mercun

i'm in raya mOde..
since raya bakal tiba so i more prefer listen to raya song..
but since i dun huv raya song collection and i seldom listen to radio so i just singing by myself..
ehehehe...i bet u dun want to hear me singing....
and yesterday i talked to my click and said i want to hang ketupat in my office
hahaha...crazy idea..to spoil my raya mode is my leave still not approve yet.
i told henry dear u huv to approve my leave..(mcam aku lak boss dia)
hahahaha....

dekat2 nk raya ni, rasa nk mintak maaf to people arOund me..
my heart said i should apologize to sumone who i break her heart..
i really felt guilty to her...i knoe she is suffering for wut i'm doing..
i'm not directly hurting her but i know she's hurt..
but i dun huv enugh gut to do so..
nnt dia fire aku lak..huhuhu...
shOuld i??
hahaha....

i'm BROKE

yep i'm bRoke..
and still huv 3 weeks before i get my pay...
seRiously i'm bRoke...
MC Hammer Broke...
my car break down..so i need to change the eksoz to the new one and it cost me rm210..
so i'm broke...
huhuhuhuhuhu...
gimme back my money...
oh dearie henry nak elaun bnyk tau bulan ni...
eh i'll get new pay dis month n probably nxt month also..
ehehehe...i'm smell money..
but yet still kena ikat perut for the next 3 weeks..
adoi...

sLogan

i like the Body Shop product because it make me look scrumptious and make me feel reborn by using it..

here is the slogan for body shop contest...
so any idea??

raSa sayanG hey!!

waLk wit me
thanks for be by my side all da time
thanks for not let me go
thanks for cheer me up when i'm down
thanks for giving me a great time while together
thanks for teach me how to love
thanks for loving me..

wOrk

"they say when u used up all u'r bad luck, what's left is just being lucky...."

hehehe...mayb it true..
so...i finish up my project just waiting my click
to test the project to see it has bug or not..
so basically i'm just sitting doing nuthing at the office
just playing with some coding helping my dearest henry
do some research on my .net project..
inserting picture into database...
so whoever out there need dis kind of features, i huv the coding
for vb.net n java...
tomorrow is a hOliday...
planning for shopping (again??)
hehehehe...

daa~~

lOng sundaY..

sunday...
so many incident happened to me yeserday..

incident 1
i go out for shopping wit my mum n siblings..well, we r go to warta bangi to find "baju raya" then i decide to try the outfit that i felt quiet satisfied wit the design n color. then the salesgurl show me the fitting room. i found the fitting room's door is replace with "tirai".so...i'm ok wit it think no one will open the "tirai" while i'm inside there. the thought turn me down when sumone open the "tirai" while i'm trying to wear the outfit..oh gosh it sooooooo soooooo embrassing. i scream out loud.and the one who open the "tirai" is a boy..oh shit!! damn embrassing..

incident 2
later after asar i decide to go to sh alam to pickup my gurl coz we huv "buka pose" together dat nite..but first i need fetch intan at her house which nearby with mine. but suddenly i remember dat i forgot sumthing at my home. so i huv to turn back to my home.aigooo~~..whenever i'm in hurry there will be sumthing stop me.a long the way i need to buy hannah's pampers then i turn back to my home. after taking the stuff i left then i realize i'm out of gas.another problem!!and my car dun want to swich to fuel...so i take a risk drive to nearest petronas that sell ngv which is in cyberjaya!!15km more..can i survive? of course not..my car stop around 5km from the petronas n dis time i can switch to fuel..hehehe..mmg begitu i need to finish all the gas inside my engine so that the fuel can easily pump into the engine.

incident 3
evrything seem ok after i fill up my gas.so i drive using gas la..then when i approach toll my car suddenly "mati enjin". i still calm bcoz it happened to me before..so no worry..in my logic thinking mayb i drive too fast so the gas cannot burn well.it not like using petrol. so i start the car again so drive as usual.but no far from the toll it happen again. dis time i just pretend calm so intan will not panic. but inside i felt a little bit panic.and again i start my car back and continue driving to sh alam more careful. and luckily my car run smoothly until i reach sh alam at 6.30 n i'm late as i promised to my gurLs

incident 4
i'm heading to seoul bulgogi after maghrib with my gurls to huving dinner. the waiter show us our table. the table is not clean yet.. so the waiter do their job cleaning the table. then suddenly the waiter drop one of the bowl that contain melting ice cream to my jeans!! ops....sori dat all the waiter can say to me. n i dun even look at his face for a glance!! it a lot!! so i go to toilet to clean up..i huving my dinner with wet jeans..hish!!

incident 5
i almost hit other car due to emergency break on my way back to sh alam...i need new tyre!!

apakah dosa ku??

dis is wut i got everytime i try to change the layout...

weekend datang lagi

yes!! it's weeKenD..
and i'm hOme!!
after tiRing and LonG weEk..finaLLy i can enjOy my precious weeKenD
nuThing much tO dO.just sTay at hOme..
enjoyinG hOme's sMeLL
mOm's cOok
siBLing fiGht..
and faMiLy cOnveRsaTion...

so hepi weEkenD..

LonG workinG hOur

i'm wOrking for 12 hOurs today n yesterday..
huhuhu..as i tOld u i huv piLe of wOrk need to be settLe..
currently the status is almost there..
beside i still huv ad hoc work for .net ..
as long the .net project is not alive there will huv addition addition and addition..
n luckily i can switch between .net and java.
while compiling java's project i'll testing .net project
while compiling .net's project i'll testing the jaya project..
i feel pain on my back due to seating too long in front of da pc..
and i huv to delay my submission of java's project to tomorrow..
huhuhu...and i "buka puasa" with air kosong n small "zip coklat" only.
okla...i dun want to seat anymore...
my back very pain n my hip sudah leper...
huhuhu....

take me away~~

i'm a DEAD meat!!
huhuhu..i've deadLine for my prOject dis cOminG tuesday..
and yet still have pLenty of tHinG did nOt finish yet..
sigh~~
my task dis time is quite complicated..need to arrange data from horizontal
to vertical..need to arrange the table nicely..it sound easy for static data
but i'm wOrking on dynamic data..
uwaaa...and i'm cOnfiDenTly said i can finish it this tuesday..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
i'm really scared now..my reputation will crash into pieces if i dun keep my wOrd..
sigh~~

hijRah

yeah..at last i "berhijrah" to blogspOt..
due to some enhancement on friendster blogs which i dun really understnd how to use it..hehehehe

to hasliman..puas ati kau??aku dah ade blogspot??
hahahaha

haRi ini haRi kHamis

i'm reaDy fOr wOrk..!!

















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