hari pertama

i already start my work.

already placed in a department. human resources yo! hahaha

bosan bukan? sila la gelak kan saya.

masih mampu berpoya poya sebab takde keja nak di buat. tak tahu unit mana di tempatkan.

nama orang orang kat sini pun belum hapal..

and and first time ever saya punch kad. HAHAHAHAHAHA..

naseb ada pengalaman tengok orang punch kad. kalau tak malu ler saya terbangak bangak depan mesin punch kad tu. hohohohoho..

saya macam ikan dalam akuarium semua orang boleh tengok saya dari luar. oh ye saya ada bilik sendiri..

yerla tau..korang mesti cakap aku jakun. memang la jakun aku mane pernah ada bilik sendiri!

duduk ramai2 lagi best sebenarnya..cume tak dapatla nak kentot kuat kalau duduk kat partition tu. tak dapat la tengok muvie =D

sebab takde keja so saya tengok muvie ler..naseb baik bawak harddisk fuh kalau tak mati kekeringan ler..

I'm the DUMBEST person because I don't know what the hell is going on,

i just did not know what is my fault

i just did not know that i hurt your pride

i just did not know u're hiding pain behind me

how would i know if no word came out from your mouth.

how would i know?

I'm not a physic

I'm sorry for the thing I did not know..

I'm sorry for my stupidness because I dont know

I'm sorry for my carelessness because I'm not alert

I'm sorry because I know nothing.

Just put the blame on me if that make u feels better

I believe I deserve that

Laksa sarawak made from Kajang

sekarang saya nak bagitau saya dah pandai buat laksa sarawak! yeay me!!

lepas ni tak perlu lagi pergi ke serawak untuk makan laksa serawak.

eh?camne nk eja serawak ni..sarawak ke serawak?

so last weekend i make laksa for my bestie..tapi masin sikit..hoho orang kata kalau masak masin tu tandanya nak kawen. nak kawen kah aku? =D

indah bukan?

 

sangat indah!

sila jeles dengan saya

hello hello

nothing much to say here. =)

takde gosip gosip dan cerita terbaru.

masih lagi diberi kesempatan untuk berpoya poya..ah ah..

=D

stranded and i'm all alone :(

I had hard time now.

well, who doesn't?

they all sangat manja and lembab and do they think I LOVE to waiting?

do they think I LOVE to waste my time my energy by waiting?

and it's feel so DAMN good, they left me alone. TT_TT

nangis air mata darah!

and this doesn't change my mentality over them.

and I was thinking WHY I'm HERE???!!

abaikan..

hungry! and i'm a bit emotional now. PMS (pre-menstrual syndrome) maybe..

I feel hate to my niece and nephew and today I keep scolding them. and my patient level extremely low for today. for just tiny little thing i will scold them.

and I craving for satey quite for a long time.. and seriously i want it soooooooooooo bad..and it really hurt me when i planned to grab the satey but my plan is ruin. i know i know too much emotion..

i want my satey tonight!! no matter what!

brand NEW

hola..

saya kebosanan..sedang melepak di library dan hampir mati kesejukan :D

saya dah beralih angin lagi. tukar keja der!

what else i can say..i expect nothing from this brand NEW job.hohoho..

see if anything i can do here. i was located under prime minister office and still waiting for department replacement. only tomorrow they let me know.

since today nothing i can do. just sitting in library n doing nothing. no interesting books i can grab. so i decide bring my laptop (not my laptop my ex-boss's laptop) today and finish up my undone business with my previous company. :D

ok my laptop's battery only left 22mins. no power plug here in library.kedekut kan...it's almost lunch time. i'll go back home after this since no one monitor us!.hahahahaha (evil laugh)

perempuan materialistik yang reasonable

saya mencari lelaki kaya yang memiliki bmw 3series yg sporty tu (correct me if i'm wrong)

duit kepok kepok yang boleh belikan saya desktop mac 42inch tu

yang boleh belikan saya 10biji ipad2 sekarang jugak.

yang mampu belanja tiket saya pergi melancong ke korea.

yer memang lelaki macam tu la yang saya impikan selama ini..

ko takde semua tu? xmampu? so back off..

kalau yang aku tulis kat atas tu anggapan kamu kamu kamu kat aku..

ternyata SALAH! kami perempuan, aku bercakap bagi pihak perempuan bukan semua materialistik ok..

memang ada golongan tu. tapi aku bukan macam tu. kawan kawan aku kenal pun bukan macam tu.

materialistik kami reasonable. kalau ko langsung tak mampu nk bagi makan nasi berlauk ikan terubuk masin kat kami. itu memang harus kami pikir berkali kali.

aku tak tahu apa perempuan lain ingin kan dari laki laki idaman mereka. tapi bagi aku. cukup ko mampu jaga aku. bagi aku makan. sayang aku sangat sangat. itu je..

there is an english quote "if u can't handle the worst of me u don't deserve the best from me"

dan aku sedar aku bukan berukuran 36-24-36 (idaman setiap lelaki) aku tidak hot aku tidak bermekap tebal.. tidak bermata galak. tidak punya pinggang ramping bontot tonggek dan dada gebu mantap untuk di tayang dengan tujuan pikat lelaki yg memandu BMW. perot aku buncit (statement berani mati)..baju aku tak up-to-date.kadang2 kidnap baju tina. aku hanya pakai lip balm.takde MAC atau LANCOME atau REVLON dalam beg aku.aku tak ber-high heel sebab aku punya ketinggian yang cukup.

JADI AKU SEDAR AKU TAK LAYAK UNTUK PERGI MENGORAT LELAKI BERKERETA BMW ITU.

kalau memang jodoh aku dengan laki tu..itu nama dia REZEKI dan JODOH bukan aku materialistik mencari lelaki stabil kaya raya.

demam uolss

i demam hari ni

pikir pikir sampai demam uolss!!

duduk umah pun bukan boleh rehat sangat. i ada anak 3 ni..pening mak nak layan. T_T

baru nk bergolek dugong akak i anta baby untuk di pelok pelok dan digomol.

but at least bila jumpe doc, doc cakap i demam..yeay! jadi bukan i sengaja buat buat demam hokey..

tekak i merah patut i rasa kelat je. mujur ada tomyam. nyum nyum.

okla..moving on

i almost get the answer

but...but... still not yet confirm..

hahahaha..

by tomorrow i should come out with the answer.phew~!

p/s- cukup geli?eeuwww hahahaha

it is all coming back to me

going or stay

it's me to decide. The decision is mine..

No one will did.

Anyhow, i appreciate all advises ^_^

when i'm very clear on what I want, what I wish then nothing can stop me.

It's not me who will let it go easily without trying

I'll try to make my dream comes true..

until I really can't

until I giving up

then only I stop trying......